SOMEWHERE IN THE DISTANCE

when
every
thing
you
hold
is
gone
all
the
words
all
the
faces
the
laughter
the
sadness
all
of
it
fading
turning
bending
bowing
like
a
dying
leaf
please
don't
tell
me
you
don't
know
what
I'm
saying
don't
tell
me
you
can't
feel
it
emptying
out
of
you
come
on
just
take
a
look
it's
just
right
there
by
your
feet
that's
right
I
told
you
there's
a
leak
there's
always
been
a
leak
and
there's
nothing
you
can
do
about
it
I'm
sorry
but
it's
just
gonna
keep
pouring
out
of
you
like
that
oh
man
now
I
wish
I
hadn't
have
told
you
but
really
what's
even
left
for
us
anymore?
what's
another
anything
at
this
point?
I
suppose
I
do
have
a
couple
of
friends
I'd
like
to
see
once
more
I
have
my
wife
my
boys
my
family
and
there
will
always
be
things
to
look
at
another
round
of
children
to
run
through
the
dream
but
it's
the
strangeness
of
it
all
isn't
it?
that's
what
does
this
to
us
the
strangeness
of
your
body
the
betrayal
of
your
mind
the
madness
of
ever
being
here
at
all
to
have
to
swat
at
another
fly
to
pay
another
bill
to
have
to
reach
for
another
piece
of
toilet
paper
the
humiliation
of
having
to
sit
there
above
another
mountain
of
shit
Jesus
Christ
it's
fucking
ridiculous!
I
remember
once
looking
back
at
this
very
thing
looking
back
at
it
from
a
now
not
even
how
could
that
be?
where
was
I?
but
it's
true
I'm
telling
you
it's
true
only
there
wasn't
the
fog
this
white
fog
that
keeps
rolling
in
clouding
my
memories
as
it
drifts
through
our
graves
ah,
you
know
the
whole
thing
could
easily
just
be
a
great
big
joke
all
the
murder
even
like
some
one
being
burned
alive
laughing
but
then
no
I
don't
think
so
I
think
there
really
is
some
thing
more
some
thing
else
some
thing
there
up
ahead
or
behind
us
finally
some
where
in
the
distance