Wednesday, July 1, 2015
TOUGH MUDDER
We have literally reached a point where it's far healthier to be an absolutely disgusting, morbidly obese person than be someone who does one of those goddamn Tough Mudder races.
ASS WORSHIPER
Yeah, fuck 'em. I've always done that. Even modeling, they used to ask you your religion when you filled out the forms when you signed up with an agency. And that's what I would put: "Ass worshiper". It's true.
Monday, June 29, 2015
DOWN THERE
I feel like I can do almost anything. But up here, man, I don't even like to breathe in the air.
I DON'T KNOW, DOC
It's pretty deeply ingrained. It all comes from this part of me that's never been able to accept that any of this is actually happening, that I'm even here, that I'm even me.
BORING
Look, let me break it down for you, man. You're boring. You're fucking boring. You're boring everyone here. Hey, I'm sorry to be so harsh but you gotta hear this shit. You're fucking boring. At least from what I know of you, from what you've shown me. And, look, there's absolutely nothing wrong with being boring. I LOVE boring people. They're good for me to be around. I'm not sure why but they are. So that would be fine. But you're trying to not be boring. You're trying so hard to be the opposite of who you are. And that's what makes it even more boring. You're obvious. You're uncomfortable with yourself. Just let go, man, and be boring. Just listen. Pay attention. Surrender. And before you know it, you probably won't be boring anymore.
GET USED TO IT.
Hey, man, it sucks to realize you are completely alone. And you always have been. There is not one possible thing any other human can do for you… I mean, you know, with what WE'RE talking about. It's been years since I've lived more than maybe a couple of minutes outside of sleep where I didn't feel like I was in one of those movies where all of a sudden the main character realizes pretty much everything he knows might be a lie. That's where I'm at. That's what I'm working on. Trying to get used to that.
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